When we first found out that I was pregnant, I was very scared. I do not handle change very well and I didn't know how having a baby would affect your dad's and my relationship. It took me a little while to bond with you in my tummy...but once we found out you were a boy, I felt that bond immediately. We knew in that moment that your name would be Caleb Brian and I immediately felt like you were a part of the family. The next several months I will cherish forever...feeling you move inside of me night and day and getting to see your sonogram pictures. We anxiously awaited your arrival by decorating your nursery, washing all of your clothes, and breathlessly making sub plans (for my 12 week maternity leave). You loved going to the movies and would always kick like crazy whenever we were in the theatre. It was such a fun time and I could already tell you were going to be an active little boy!
Nothing could have prepared me for the moment that you were born. You were placed on my chest immediately and I remember tears of joy flowing from my eyes that instant. An overwhelming love came over me and my heart must have expanded ten-fold. "Love at first sight" doesn't even begin to describe my emotions. The day after we brought you home from the hospital, I remember holding you in my arms while I was sitting on the floor listening to "The Rocking Song" by Acappella. I began crying at the sight of my "angel baby" (as LoLa calls you), so precious and perfect! 
The months have passed faster than I ever anticipated. You now say about 25 words and love to walk everywhere. You enjoy reading books and just making a mess out of our entire house (which is absolutely fine...we will cherish these years of messiness because I know they won't last long). Literally EVERYWHERE we go, people comment on your sweet smile. You love meeting new people and can't wait to go the nursery at church! You make friends instantly and brighten the lives of everyone around you. I know that you will continue to do this as you grow older because it is just part of your nature. I cherish you!
As you have grown, you have gone from a sleepy newborn, to a cooing and smiling infant, to a crawling baby, to a walking and talking toddler. Every couple of weeks, your dad and I continue to say, "This is my favorite age." The truth is, we have cherished every stage and every moment with you. You are a gift from God and I feel so humble and grateful that He entrusted us with such a precious child!
I know that God has great plans for you! I continue to pray for God's guidance for your dad and I to raise you to love Him. You already have such a soft heart for people and a passion for life...I can't wait to see what God has planned for you. Whatever it is, I know that the lives of others will be touched by your example and sweet spirit. I will be cheering you on every step of the way...
I love you more than words, my precious boy!!!!
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